
So far this year has been a great one. This month we've been back in Utah for one year. Ya ya! Austin and I have purchased our first house and for the first time in my life I feel so peaceful and grateful for all I have. Looking back I can say all the s*$@# we went through in the beginning has been worth the heartache. I used to be so sad and thought that we were being punished for something. Like when you get blamed for something you didn't do and unfairly treated with out hope of redemption. I felt so lost.
Now, only now I feel like that was all for something. Like everything that happened to us magically chalked up to some greater purpose. As bad as I felt then I now feel humble but grateful for all the nights I fell asleep less than content.
Coming home from work everyday is a relief now. Coming home to a place and my little family that I love more than the world is the best thing I could ever dream of. Somewhere I can recharge, refresh and relive my life from what I worked to evolve from a few years ago is better than a second chance. So far I am home.