That's a lot for anyone to handle. It is July 21st, 2011 and I can say that I have not lost a single pound although I know I can complete a 5k within a reasonable amount of time. I still eat out and my snacks still aren't strictly carrots and celery. I wanted to be more involved with church. I have just gotten a primary calling with my sweetheart and I am starting visiting teaching but I haven't made one effort to get closer to my Father in Heaven. My work is merging in a week and I still feel clueless and unsure about my abilities to take on a whole new credit union in a matter of days.
But I realized life isn't about being perfect at every single one of those things I have aspirations for but to be happy with what I can do. I love my life. I love the man I've married. I have learned to accept some hard choices I have made but I know it was all for the benefit of learning. It's ok to fall down as long as I pick myself right back up and keep going.
