Quick Thought

As I am getting ready for the day and eating my Special K cereal (I'm going to take extra care of my body because I gained so much over the holidays and I could not get under the 183lb marker for the life of me) I was on my laptop watching some music videos. The intention was to watch one that I knew would nurse my bad attitude today.
Well the first thing I saw was a music video by Josh Kelly with his and Katherine Heigl's little adopted Korean American baby girl. He wrote that song for her and as I was watching it I started to ball uncontrollably. Austin and I have been trying to start our family for over a year and for some reason that struck up something in my heart that I had been trying to ignore. Just because we are having a hard time doesn't mean it's ok for me to carry around this attitude like the world is ending. I have a responsibility to take care of myself and be happy and enjoy the time I have with my husband until we do have little ones running around.
I was hit with the impression that it will all be ok and that my Father in Heaven has a plan for me. I am where He wants me and that is all that matters. I have lost sight of the joy that the gospel gives us and I just wanted to share.