I will be honest. I hate making resolutions. The pressure of not screwing up makes it impossible for me to keep them up and I stress myself out. I get overwhelmed easily and my brain can only process so much information. That on top of caring for my family and running our home it's pretty hefty stuff to keep on top of the priority list.
But fact is if you don't put your health first then it will catch up with you. You won't be able to take care of yourself let alone your other responsibilities.
Physically.
Mentally.
Emotionally.
Spiritually.
It all ties into your health.
I get it. I have been so unhealthy that I hit rock bottom. I have been so depressed that I couldn't think of any reason to be happy. I have been in the darkest place where I couldn't function. Having issues with my weight used to mask who I really am. I couldn't think of anything else except being so sad that I had extra rolls on my stomach, or that my thighs were so jiggly, or that everyone was staring at me. That I was less of a person somehow because I had so much extra junk that I hated. So to comfort myself I turned to more food. And Pepsi. And more food. It's a cycle. Where you want to love yourself but you know if you tell yourself that it's just a lie.
Well stop it! I quit eating junk. It made me feel like junk. I quit drinking junk. It made me feel gross. I quit making excuses. I am 100% in control. So are you.
Here is proof in the pudding. I have said this before, the number on the scale doesn't matter but when you're so overweight it's nice to see that number go down. When I get to a point where I'm not focused on weight loss but muscle toning then I will start up my measurements again.
July 3rd 242 lbs a week before baby day.
July 17th 230 lbs a week after baby day.
September 10th 226.6 lbs been working out at the gym mostly weights and getting pretty frustrated at my lack of progress.
November 12th 219.2 lbs not much progress but still some.
December 11th 213.4 lbs had been doing Insanity instead of my weight lifting for about three weeks and I saw more definition and muscles gaining shape than the first few months of working out post baby.
December 31st 204.4 lbs had just finished a fitness challenge with some friends. I won first place with total percentage lost.
Total weight lost 37.6 lbs in just under 6 months.
I have been watching my portions and paying attention to my body. I don't eat when I'm bored but if I want something that doesn't do much for my body nutritionally then I will have some and go on with my day. I don't like too much sugar anymore so it's not hard to stay away from that but I still love salt so I have to watch myself there.
Ultimately it's so important to invest time in yourself. You have complete control over what happens to your body. It's hard. It takes sacrifice. It's discouraging not to see much progress day after day and week after week but you will get to a point where looking back it was all worth it.
I never regret the early morning workouts, or the bowl of Christmas candy I didn't eat because I just don't enjoy it anymore. My body and mind needs to push itself and it needs fuel to make it stronger. Don't think of restrictions and diets and forcing yourself to workout. Think of it as being selective with what you put in your body because you are what you eat. Not all calories are created equal. Also think of how much stronger you're getting with each workout. So screw those New Years resolutions. How about making changes for life. For your life. You got this my friends.